How Is It That You Grew Up So Fast

Idris.. Sometimes I feel so guilty for letting time just pass by. Time that I could spend with you. Watching you grow. Watching you smile your toothy grin. Laughing your little head off. Giggles. Snuggles. Time I sometimes take for granted.

It's sad to think that soon, I'll no longer be counting your months with anticipation. You'll soon be one my son. My baby is growing up so fast. A little too fast.

Sometimes I wish that time would stop. For just a little while.